It's not your fault. If I were you, I probably would have punched me. Several times over.
I knew better than to get involved with you when you didn't remember, and when you have a husband. Not that I intended to get involved at all, but... Anyway, I knew better, but I let myself get convinced that it was okay because...because I wanted it, or because it was better than getting all caught up in before, or whatever. And I shouldn't have. So it's on me, and I'm sorry.
Remember when I talked about feeling like you only just have things under control and you're barely holding on and if you add one more thing it's all going to come crashing down on you and obliterate everything? I hate being right.
Seth
I knew better than to get involved with you when you didn't remember, and when you have a husband. Not that I intended to get involved at all, but... Anyway, I knew better, but I let myself get convinced that it was okay because...because I wanted it, or because it was better than getting all caught up in before, or whatever. And I shouldn't have. So it's on me, and I'm sorry.
Remember when I talked about feeling like you only just have things under control and you're barely holding on and if you add one more thing it's all going to come crashing down on you and obliterate everything? I hate being right.